I thought of you today
It was so cold, for the winter chill just began its war
With the warmth of the sun that we all want
That we all need

Because you were my sun
Is it that obvious that leaving you was the worst mistake of my life?
I was scared and I don't blame you for hating me
Because I blame myself

I hope you’re happy
Sometimes I call to see if you’re okay
Silence picks up after the crackle of the lines
Of my cell phone reaching yours

But it’s not the same
I want your voice
Do you want mine?
I’m shattered inside

Maybe it’s my consequence
For running from you (it’s my best defense)
Because I know I let you down
I spent all last night tearing down

But I'm so tired of running from you
I stopped and caught my breath
Looked and saw how far behind you were from me
In my heart I believe my love for you is everlasting

I'll close the door when you let me through
Oh my dear I needed you
I'll say the words I always knew
And maybe then you'll see it too